January 2008
a will and a way
the cliche sayings are very true. if there’s a will, there’s a way. if you believed at something, it will come to you. when you want something, the universe conspires to make it work for you. no pain, no gain. i cant be more thankful than tonight. i have everyone and everything i need. it’s gonna be a lot of hard work, but i’ve been dreaming of this since high school. in...
curls up!
i wore my hair plaited today. its getting all curly after hours and guess what? i love it. i dont think i will do smoothing or smooning or any straightening-chem-action again. ever. ;*
“the things we lose always have a way of coming back to us - if not in the way we...”
– Luna Lovegood
a thing to watch
dad came into the room where i was sitting peacefully. the gossip girl is on the tv. came a scene where the not-so-lonely-boy is learning about sex by watching s and n make out. “what the hell are you watching?!” daddy asked me. great. there is no smooch or moan when he wasnt around me. but honestly dad, what do you expect me to watch? some mad indonesian sinetron? a gossip show? or...
0.07%
friend 1 : so did she reply any of your messages?
friend 2 : no.
friend 1 : doh, it means she doesnt take you seriously!
friend 2 : i'll take it that shes running out of money.
me : if i liked a guy, i'll use anyone's cellphone to reply
friend 1 : see!! there are lots of way to just reply a text but if she didnt reply, that's her way of saying she's not interested. come on, you know you're not gonna win!
friend 2 : i dont care even if i only had the probability of 0,07% to win her heart. she's a 0.07% that worth the try!
i smiled in silence while those two still arguing on how to approach a girl. i do hope we all will eventually find that certain someone who thinks that we are worth to fight for. even at the point of 0.07%. a right person who love us like they've never been hurt before.
the girl in question doesnt know she is the luckiest person on earth.
at least for today.
at least for this one girl who wrote about the random conversation in her tumblr, just because she is touched with what her friend's statement on the 0.07%. cos she has been into one who would not even fight for a 50%. this makes the friend 2 above is a hero for her, showing that the anonymous quote in her desk is just true;
love is all we need to realize all is perfect.
the silence shouts its clear
saya diam untuk mempermudah segalanya. dan itu enggak norak. dan lebih baik norak daripada nggak bertanggung-jawab. ingat? itu adalah saat kamu diam ketika banyak hal yang harus dibicarakan. ketika kamu diam untuk menghindari segala masalah yang muncul. diam yang tidak pada tempatnya. saya diam ketika segalanya telah selesai. you should not have a problem with that.
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“to the future we surrender
let’s just celebrate today, tomorrow’s...”
“so, you’re single?”
– oh yeah, baby!
my last tear
my father and i had this conversation about his jabbal-sur experience. jabbal-sur is a cave where mohammad the prophet once hid himself from the quraish troops. its moving. he actually went into the cave. crawled in which made his clothes went dirty. “the prophet was 53 at that time, like i do. and i could tell he is no bigger than me, otherwise he wont fit into the tunnel. he might be...
a cappucino evening
a friend of mine worked at this magazine for expats. she asked me to write about rumah baca. i was a volunteer there. i used to teach english and arts. thats two things i havent touch for a while. to write and to volunteer as a social worker. these months i went busy with; my skripshit (which made me allergic to big fat books - even now, mind you - and microsoft word), with the love life (who is...
